Riley is now a couple days shy of 3 months old, and I am still as crazy and paranoid as ever. Her eye gets a little pink, I call the doctor thinking its pink eye, she coughs, I think she has swine flu, we went to cancun and I cried for days before. This mom thing is truly driving me insane. And my poor husband, I know there must be some days where he looks at me and thinks, where is my wife, and will I ever get her back? I hope he gets her back soon, but between you and me, I think this crazy person who has taken over her body is here to stay. At least for a little while.

BTW, I'm pretty sure my husband doesn't like me much anymore. I'll have to figure out how to fix that. Maybe this crazy person thing has something to do with it. I can't fix that. He knocked me up and now he has to deal with it. But I love him, and want him to love me back in spite of the crazy person in my body.